Lyrics

a.k.a
you and i, under camden sky
just another friday night, nothing much to say
had a girl in sight, wanted her to play
when into the room, i saw an angel sway
lust blind, need to make her mine
her name was a.k.a

a.k.a take my pain away
a.k.a take the burn away

walking out the door, it’s when i heard her say
i’m in doubt, freaking out, and it’s getting pretty late, but i wanna hold you tight
make you feel like a man of steel, it’s more than just a game
saw a light shine through her eyes, a kind of inner shame

a.k.a take my pain away
a.k.a take my pain away

you and i, under camden sky
i don’t care about your rage, just surrender
love won’t be denied, in a better place, behind another face, my heart won’t be denied

you and i, in a twisted dream, somewhere in between
i won’t have your head denied, in another space, in another time, a.k.a
don’t do me down, in another age, outside the cage
this love could be so fine, don’t give me away
inside the cage, a.k.a

you made me hurt you, treat like dirt you
so you could hate, a.k.a

crossed streams, in a field of dreams

you and i, under camden sky
but that heaven scent fills the air

© 2014 twister maxdmyz

all
now, how long should this take
i can’t believe i’m still awake
all i want to do is sleep, and never wake
let go, release, rest in peace

adrenalise sensitise fly by my my high how i want to die touch the sky
never be free see to bring me round to drown to drown in liquid sympathy
nothing felt before could be so raw no more it’s all it’s all it’s all
seems like nothing in the end could ever end this feeling

so much of me wants to die, to touch, so much to try
drained, i feel ashamed, so much lost and nothing gained
in front of me, i see a wall – nothing, yet i see it all
way out, i hear the call, stop, it’s over-

sensitised fly by my my high how i want to die touch the sky
never be free see to bring me round to drown to drown in liquid sympathy
nothing felt before could be so raw no more it’s all it’s all it’s all
voices in my head, telling me i should be dead
seems like nothing in this world could ever end this feeling

it’s all it’s all it’s all
voices in my head, telling me i should be dead
seems like nothing in this world could ever end this feeling

heal my baby
heal my baby
heal my baby
heal my baby

© 2014 twister maxdmyz

all to hell

wheeling, dealing, lying, stealing
striving, breeding, writhing, squealing
deal, i swear, now, i’ll take what you’ll offer
it’s what every fucker does
deal, i swear, yeh, now we’ ve started
we really fly, know this, it’s going all to hell

freak god doubtless you arise
it’s over over over over
stick it in and rip it out
hit the road block
drive on by
death by retribution babe
now it’s over over over over
resurrection star now
feed the rage

sealed, in despair
no sentimental lie will save us
you know what every fucker does
real, yeh
don’t want to hear, to hear another heartache
we really die
it’s going all to hell

freak god ageless you arise
over over over over
stuck it in and kicked it out
hit the road block
drove on by
death by retribution babe
now it’s over over over over
resurrection star
fed the hate

wheeling, dealing, lying, stealing
striving, breeding, writhing, squealing

feed us, heed us, heal us, save
blame us, shame us, claim us, save

© 2017 twister maxdmyz

cyanide
dying nine till five
more dead than alive
take a little pill
then you’ll be free end this misery

cyanide what people hide anaesthetised paralysed

streets of walking dead
fills my heart with dread
it’s a fucking shame
all the fucking same

cyanide what people hide anaesthetised paralysed

dying inside no dignity or pride
day by day trade your life away

some inner peace
will come with death’s release
there’s no time to die

spread your soul in flight
then we’ll be all right

© 2014 twister maxdmyz

down in the dirt

i ‘m hurt
down in the dirt
have you heard the word
i’m hurt
down in the dirt

checked, hit the deck
wrecked, lost all self-respect
in a hole, out of control
i’m sick, sick, sick, sick to my soul

i’m hurt
down in the dirt

fall into despair
fall into despair

can’t think, need to drink
curled up in my own stink
i haven’t washed for days
i’m livin’ in a twilight haze

i’m hurt
down in the dirt

fall into despair
fall into despair

why me?
why me?
wire
wound around my heart
tight, taut, bleeding, caught
i’m so so tired
but can’t find the…, I’m just so wired
can’t dream, no self-esteem
i’m broke, a dope
salvation at the end of a rope

i’m done, under the gun
can t get out of bed, better off dead
another shot, I’m feeling worse
enslaved by the bottle, under its curse

checked, decked
i’m wrecked, lost all self-respect
i’m a drunk, stinking pun
a piece of crap, no better than junk

i’m hurt
down in the dirt

© 2017 twister maxdmyz

ex deo
we can’t hide from the scarlet tide
this dying frieze these plundered seas
planet law rules tooth and claw
locked in the grip of nature’s jaw

ex deo

this filthy stream
this flaming dream
stalks our universe unseen
silent seas burn or freeze
our fate then is to kill again (and again)

don’t idolize
these gleaming skies
this silent spring
is eternity’s ring
it’s the dawn of another age

meditation keeps me mean
clean serene
this seductive dream this green machine
the pulsating breath the beat of death

aware aware, it’s good to be alive

© 2017 twister maxdmyz

first coming
angelic yet depraved, incestuous, enslaved
in terror submarine, ineffable serene
nail your sacred colours to the wall, send your wailing brothers to the wall
commend your sisters to the lord
condemn your weakest brothers to the sword

face the beast i say
infested and deranged
cut it down, down, down, cut it down
face the beast i say
detested and insane
cut it down, down, down, cut it down

innocent amazed, heretical and crazed
saviour of mankind, of the tormented, halt and blind
sail your wracking vessels to the wind, sail your wracking vessels to the wind
throw your naked curses in the end
hurl your hated curses to the wind

take the knife pierce the life
take the knife pierce the life

what beast was this that slouched to bedlam to be born
what beast was this that slouched to bedlam to be born
what beast was this that slouched to bedlam to be born
what beast was this that slouched to bedlam to be born
what beast was this that slouched to bedlam to be born
what beast was this that slouched to bedlam to be born
what beast was this that slouched to bedlam to be born
what beast was this that slouched to bedlam to be born

present your chaste illusions to the world
watch the fateful tragedy unfurled
nail your sacred colours to the floor
send your wailing brothers to the war

what beast is this slouching to bedlam to be born
what beast is this slouching to bedlam to be born
what beast is this slouching to bedlam to be born
what beast is this slouching to bedlam to be born

lunatic mankind, tormented, halt and blind
sick of it all, putrescence, dust, dreams of dessication, monsters, paranoid lusts
ensanguined defaecation, nightmare of control, famine-hunger, loss
contamination, death of soul
now bleed for me you silken teens
blend into the shadow or disremembered disintegration from within

to bedlam to be born, to bedlam to be born, to bedlam to be born

© 2014 twister maxdmyz

grieve
be good to me, as you long to be
take my hand, try to understand
tell me, why should you compromise
show me, how would you have me empathise
make you see, just let you be
it’s the key, to set you free, but i

grieve for your life-long hatred of the dawn
the grind, the endless wind, that makes you wish that you’d never been born
grieve for your nightmare hatred of the dawn
it’s death, your dying breath, that’ll give you shelter from the storm

be true to me, what you wanna be
not underhand, though i’d try to understand
they say character is destiny
but not for me

make you see, just let you be
it’s the key, to set you free, but i

grieve for your life-long hatred of the dawn
the grind, the endless wind, that makes you wish that you’d never been born
grieve for your nightmare hatred of the dawn
its death, your dying breath, that’ll give you shelter from the storm

it’s a fine line between rain and the sunshine
such a fine line between rage and the flatline
such a fine line between blades and the o.d.
in a rut slut, who gave a fuck when you cut

be good to me, as you wanna be
take my hand, try to understand
be true to me, as you long to be
not underhand, though i’d try to understand

grieve
grieve for your nightmare hatred of the dawn
the grind, endless wind that makes you wish that you’d never been born

please don’t try to tell me how to be
i’m too kind
but you can’t take it in
‘cause of the state you’re in

soulève ta chemise, ma belle soumise

© 2014 twister maxdmyz

hate injustice
hate hate, love truth
whirlwind necromance romance prize
daemonic hosts test spiritual highs
faith-lined conduction withered state arouse
sadness anger latent amusement house
display you ragged sores to tremendous applause
contain inflame rabid defame
conflict attain avid disdain

hate injustice, love truth
hate injustice, love truth
hate injustice, love truth
hate injustice, love truth

your philosophy of everything amuses me
ism ism ism ism ism
words are the great foes of reality
words are the great foes of realisation
disembrace the false politics of salvation
the dead ideas of a discredited civilisation
disambiguation
ambition, ambivalent rage, frustration
ghandi and hitler quite the same
convinced with voice a mental game
the mass delusion of crowds, the madness of the mob
yield, bow to the mob

you users of words, as the words use you
word use, abstract verbal sex abuse
words fall fail like overheated rain
burns my elastic skin
hurts my plastic brain
herd the hordes
fantasy desolation apostasy isolation
all fucking lies mind rape
inspiring suffocation

hate hate, love truth
hate hate, love truth
hate hate, love truth
hate hate, love truth

please, please, i need to believe
the abdication of belief makes the behavior small
some alpabetical concoction that explains it all
a verbal formulation to keep us all in thrall
lies swarm like malarial flies

can you kill in the name of an idea?
i can and will die for the cause, to tremendous applause

deaf bust dreams, idleology
voices ooze like open sores
hate injustice, love truth
hate injustice, love truth
hate injustice, love truth
hate injustice, love truth

© 2014 twister maxdmyz

nothing ever change
sad to say, it’s always been this way
deja vu, nothing left for me or you
day to day, just like yesterday
lost and blind
the victim of the rewind

stand and fight
tripped out on dynamite
flipped out on blitzkrieg
if that could ever be
nothing ever change

survive
stay alive
day on day
just like yesterday
nothing left for me to do
lost and blind
the victim of the rewind

stand and fight
tripped out on dynamite
flipped out on blitzkrieg
if that could ever be
nothing ever change

in your mind, you will find
nothing ever gonna change
in time, you will find that everything’ll be the same
there ain’t nothing you can say or do, you can never get away
you will have to live or die
nothing ever change

nothing ever change

sad to say, no solace in the grade a
deja vu, nothing left for me to do
day to day, just like yesterday
lost and blind
victim of the rewind

stand and fight
tripped out on dynamite
flipped out on blitzkrieg
well, if that could ever be

nothing

© 2014 twister maxdmyz

reason to live
you fall from the stars and your head is aching
and you live with the scars as your soul is breaking
pride, split inside, some are sick, some are wild
deadend losers, deadhead cruisers

you tell me it’s the fault of society and your family
and you’re not to blame for your internal pain
but as you curse my name
and the wind and the rain deafen
and the sun and the moon threaten
now i’ve crowned you held and bound you
to think that I’ve found you once again

you tell me it’s the fault of your family
and it’s a father’s lust that turned your heart to dust
but the drink and the drugs deaden
and the pills and the grave beckon
now I’ve crowned you lost and found you
rhyme or reason fitful treason
show me a reason to live
give me a reason to live

dead eyes dead skies

© 2017 twister maxdmyz

side with satan
daring, scheming, brawling, leaping
failing, screeching, sprawling, creeping
falling, bawling in the moonlight
calling, crawling in the moonflight

you burned a bright midnight
never reaching, ever seeking
never knelt to pray

satan
satan
satan
satan
satan
satan
satan
satan

from the sacred light, into a liquid night
through the scalding air, into an anywhere
never reaching, ever seeking
never knelt to pray
you burned a bright midnight

waking, sleeping, aching, bleeding
aching, weeping, fallen, creeping

calling, crawling in the moonflight
falling, bawling in the moonlight
you burned a bright midnight
never reaching, ever seeking

never knelt to pray

satan
satan
satan
satan
satan
satan
satan
satan

if i were forced to side (from the sacred light)
i’d side with satan (into a liquid night)
made to decide (through the scalding air)
i’d slide with satan (into an anywhere)

waking, sleeping, aching, bleeding
aching, weeping, fallen, creeping

© 2014 twister maxdmyz

turncoat soul
turncoat soul, a storm is coming down
angry and mean, yet without a sound
silent unseen, let it wash away
clean, pristine, your sick decay

first it turns you inside out, sows the seeds of fetid doubt
buries you in stinking dirt
makes you turn against yourself, makes you feel like someone else
cruelty and hurt
though you reflect on your despair, you can’t act or just can’t care
what freedom is it’s hard to say, but we know when it’s taken away
acts of violence, coerce your silence
when those that love you tower above you

turncoat soul, a storm is coming down
angry and mean, yet without a sound
silent unseen, let it wash away
clean, pristine, your sick decay

first it turns you inside out, sows the seeds of fetid doubt
buries you in stinking dirt
makes you turn against yourself, makes you feel like someone else
cruelty and hurt
though you reflect on your despair, you can’t act or just can’t care
what freedom is it’s hard to say, but we know when it’s taken away
acts of violence, coerce your silence
when those that love you tower above you

turncoat soul, soul, soul
turncoat soul, turncoat soul, turncoat soul
turncoat soul

meaning without truth, clouded youth
truth without meaning, sent me reeling
but battle on, you absent friends
battle on for common ends
and if you need to make a choice
just listen to your inner voice

© 2014 twister maxdmyz

void
loon fear, hot tear, what’s that draw near
moon fear, come hear
death sear, see hear, what’s that tune queer
void, call my name, drawn down a sea of flame
(void)
intimations of the past, a universe both cold and vast
(into the void)
kaleidoscope of troubled dreams is all i have it seems
(into the void)

hold me, hold me close
touch me, across the years
move me, take me close
touch me, across the years
moon fear, hot sear, what’s that draws near
moon hear, see clear
what’s that tune queer, death cheer, none hear
void, forget my name, drawn down a cosmic drain
(void)
see idols of the past, in images of coloured glass
(into the void)
kaleidoscope of troubled dreams is all i have it seems
(into the void)

take me, take me close
move me, across the years
embrace me, hold me close
touch me, across the years

void, void
void

heed the silent voice, find my womb of choice
heed the silent voice, find my womb of choice
reborn into the void
reborn into the void
reborn into the void
reborn into the void

© 2014 twister maxdmyz

zog choffin
left
concealed
bereft
congealed
staged
undone
enraged
struck dumb

hog-tied, wrong-eyed, dead scene, stripped clean, obscene, end dream, wall-eyed
hog-tied

replayed
unmade
dismayed
afraid

sentence yourself

slave, to the grave
entombed
inhumed
cursed or worse
in godless despair
no fun, ice stun
no stars, black scum

hog-tied, wrong-eyed, dead scene, unclean, unseen, end dream, wall-eyed
hog-tied

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ngry and mean, yet without a sound

Silent unseen, let it wash away

Clean, pristine, your sick decay

 

First it turns you inside out, sows the seeds of fetid doubt

Buries you in stinking dirt

Makes you turn against yourself, makes you feel like someone else

Cruelty and hurt

Though you reflect on your despair, you can’t act or just can’t care

What freedom is it’s hard to say, but we know when it’s taken away

Acts of violence, coerce your silence

When those that love you tower above you

 

Turncoat soul, a storm is coming down

Angry and mean, yet without a sound

Silent unseen, let it wash away

Clean, pristine, your sick decay

 

First it turns you inside out, sows the seeds of fetid doubt

Buries you in stinking dirt

Makes you turn against yourself, makes you feel like someone else

Cruelty and hurt

Though you reflect on your despair, you can’t act or just can’t care

What freedom is it’s hard to say, but we know when it’s taken away

Acts of violence, coerce your silence

When those that love you tower above you

 

Turncoat soul, soul, soul

 

Turncoat soul, turncoat soul, turncoat soul

 

Turncoat soul

 

Meaning without truth, clouded youth

Truth without meaning, sent me reeling

But battle on, you absent friends

Battle on for common ends

And if you need to make a choice

Just listen to your inner voice

 

Copyright Twister 2012

 

 

 

void

loon fear, hot tear, what’s that draw near

moon fear, come hear

death sear, see hear, what’s that tune queer

void, call my name, drawn down a sea of flame

(void)

intimations of the past, a universe both cold and vast

(into the void)

kaleidoscope of troubled dreams is all i have it seems

(into the void)

hold me, hold me close

touch me, across the years

move me, take me close

touch me, across the years

moon fear, hot sear, what’s that draws near

moon hear, see clear

what’s that tune queer, death cheer, none hear

void, forget my name, drawn down a cosmic drain

(void)

see idols of the past, in images of coloured glass

(into the void)

kaleidoscope of troubled dreams is all i have it seems

(into the void)

take me, take me close

move me, across the years

embrace me, hold me close

touch me, across the years

void, void

void

heed the silent voice, find my womb of choice

heed the silent voice, find my womb of choice

reborn into the void

reborn into the void

reborn into the void

reborn into the void

 

 

zog choffin

 

left

concealed

bereft

congealed

staged

undone

enraged

struck dumb

 

hog-tied, wrong-eyed, dead scene, stripped clean, obscene, end dream, wall-eyed

hog-tied

 

replayed

unmade

dismayed

afraid

 

sentence yourself

 

slave, to the grave

entombed

inhumed

 

cursed or worse

in godless despair

no fun, ice stun

no stars, black scum

hog-tied, wrong-eyed, dead scene, unclean, unseen, end dream, wall-eyed
hog-tied